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Time to leave.

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 15:32:52 GMT

New school year, new start, new environment, new everything.

I think is time to leave for a better place.

Maybe I'll be back someday.

Till then,
Bye perhapslife.

Cherish

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 16:49:54 GMT

I think now, I have better things to do than to be paranoid and have moodswings everyday.

Who knows what will happen tomorrow, I better start to cherish everyday, my life and everyone who has once made or still making a big impact in this short 18 years of life of mine.

I love my family and all my friends and JJ! :D

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Have a lovely holidays everyone!
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Busy dayy

Sun, 08 Mar 2009 15:57:30 GMT

I have so much to do and its still undone! Okay okay, I am soooooooooo busy over nothing actually.

Rawrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!

Okay, I am bored tooooooooooo!

Speed postttttt!

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 18:03:14 GMT

05/05/09

Met Jiaying for a mini lunch and catching up session. We talked so much and we just practically sat there and talked for 2 hours I think? Haha. Then we walked back to dearest AMKSS and we were stuck at the main gate for 30 minutes just to be able to get in. I was wearing shorts which I think it wasn't that short but the guard said that it was HOT PANTS?!!! & so, I couldn't get in and Jiaying had to go look for teachers to bring me in. Okay nevermind, if next time I ever go back to AMKSS, I will wear jeans and long sleeve shirt, which was what the guard suggested! Oh, he said long pants instead of jeans. Goodddd ideaaa righttt~ !

So we walked around and meet very little people that we know. Took so much pictures but I have yet to receive, so no pictures! =)

Jiaying had to go off so I went to meet JJ. Okay, JJ came to meet me instead. Caught He is just not that into you, and I kinda like it and kinda don't like it cause half the time, we are smelling weird smell from no where and we almost died!

Homee after that!

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06/05/09

JJ's house! Swam and sun tan and I think I am tan now! (: Okay, I finally got rid of my ugly skin colour. At least, I think its better now. Then we baked cookies, okay, JJ baked the cookies. I just sprinkle chocolate chips! (:(:(:

Watched The notebook while waiting for the cookies to be ready and I cried like mad. Even though its the second time I am watching it. JJ felt nothing! N O T H I N G! How heartless can he beeee! =O

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07/05/09

& so yesterday, JJ came over. We did nothing but slacked around the whole day. Went out only during evening time and met up with JJ's hilarious friend. Laugh quite abit! (:(:(:

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Okay, summary of the whole three days. Long post and no pictures. I will most probably add on the pictures when I receieve them.
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Oh, congrats if you managed to make it this far!

Reminder

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 15:52:10 GMT

I watched 3 love story in a row. He is just not that into you, The Notebook & A walk to remember. I liked notebook the best before it caught my attention the most. The other two are abit not my type of love stories. I cried like mad while watching notebook, even its for the second time!!!! =/

Okay. To do list:

1. Clear my email inbox.
2. Change my LJ skin.
~~3. Look for my hp theme.~~ (I loveeeeeeeeee my theme, i think (:)
~~4. Decide if I should go m'sia tmr.~~ (Decided not to go! (:)
5. Something.
~~6. Speed post all my back dated entries. (Thursday, Friday & Saturday!)~~

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Till I finish all, then I will start posting! Hohoho!

Dinner Time

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 15:59:43 GMT

My dinner just came knocking on the door. Mac delivery! (:

Thank you JJ!

Hello you!

Sun, 01 Mar 2009 08:43:28 GMT

I opened this page for around 30 minutes even before I start typing anything! Okay, I just waited another 10 minutes before I typed this sentence.

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Kay I finally cleared my email inbox. 270+ mails and today there are 21 more useless mails to open!
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On friday, went to watched Marley & Me with Mavis at yishun cinema. Nice movie, about dogs, and it has a really sad ending. Mavis thought it was a comedy! Okay, it was funny at the start but at the back, damn emotional and sad!!!!

Oh, we got a free pack of sweet because of idk what reason. & we had our fair share of fun throwing popcorns to capture that effect on the camera! Lol.

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Wedding dinner at night.

One of the best wedding I've ever attend. The Red Carpet Affair. I tell you, damn nice, everything is sooooooooooooooooo nice. Colour co-ordination and events and all the shit, veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy nice!

Roses we stole from the wedding dinner. (:

Oh, he insist that I should take picture with his butt instead of his face. Lol. And and and, I wore my prom dress for the second time ever since I bought it. Right situation, right place, right ocassion! Like finally, after sitting in my wardrobe for 2 years, the dress finally seen day light again!

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Yesterday, went for buffet at Hotel Rendezvous for Troy's full month party. I ate nothing but salmon ONLY! Cause that's the only thing that appeal me and I was bored. Very extremely bored and JJ arrived just prolly 1/2hr before the whole thing end. We went out after the party and did nothing but just walking around everywhere.

My legs killed me and it bleed once again due to blisters. I am immune to it already but now its a little itchy and I hope there is no infection should I wash like shit everyday.

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Kay so right now, I just want to buy a sewing machine to sew! Right, so bye. I can't believe I took 3 days to type these few words. !!!

I LOOKED LIKE SHIT!

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 03:18:47 GMT

I LOOKED LIKE SHIT! I LOOKED LIKE SHIT! I LOOKED LIKE SHIT!
I LOOK SO TERRIBLY FAT AND UGLY!
IN OTHER WORDS, I LOOKED LIKE SHIT!

But happy at the same time cause I have been finding these photos for an extremely long time!
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& ps, I've chosen photos that I looked less shitty! So you can conclude, I look very much very shitty!

Catching up!

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 15:01:18 GMT

Talking to friends whom you haven't talk to since don't know when is just as comforting.

Wonder why, but sure its a good feeling.

I think its time to catch up with more people this holiday.

Oh, speed posting. Mmm, another time maybe! Heh.
& comments that are not replied, another time too! (:

HOLIDAYS!

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 17:35:42 GMT

Thank God cause exams are finally over, YESTERDAY!

Took my last paper, stats. Do-able but I made a few mistakes here and there. Results would not be as good this time, but what's there to worry when its time for rest! :D I picked up a few books from the library rest after the exams. I am going to learn how to knit this holiday! ^^

I miss out on a lot of posts and I would most probably speed post them when I have time!

Just a picture now to save this dying space!

This is lester, fat ass and jennrie respectively. They are JJ's pet and he treats them like his kid. He can never sleep without them! =O

This is JJ look bored and very much like a ghost in the 3rd shot! LOL! ^^

The most unlucky day of my life!

Wed, 11 Feb 2009 14:43:29 GMT

The day couldn't get any worst. Early in the morning, I had tummy-ache, nevertheless, I still went out. I guess the tummy-ache was a sign to stop me from going out, but I just had to go against fate. Well, then I had splitting headache, and I tell you, my head literally broke into two. Very super extremely painful! Then the most unfortunate event that will happen to me in my whole lifetime till now, I had my phone stolen! Very good. Okay, not my phone. JJ's phone! But it was with me, so MY phone was stolen! Shit.

I tell you, its damn shitty and scary at the same time, because I don't even feel anyone unzipping my bag and there was no one squeezing and pushing me at all. And that happen even without me noticing! And to actually think that, NO ONE HELPED ME WHEN THEY SAW PEOPLE UNZIPPING MY BAG!

SO SHITTY I TELL YOU!

Why did I even say I was pickpocket-ed. My zip was zipped before I board the bloody train and only when I board the bus to go then I realised, my zip was unzipped! Very shitty right! And JJ made sure my zip was zipped before I board the train. So shitty, so frigging shitty.

Anyway, I have been doing nothing except for studying my whole life away. Exams in 4 days time and I sincerely hope that I would do up to my expectations. Or maybe I will just die.

Oh, I have made plans for holidays. I am going to slack and do nothing, and complain all day long about having so much time to spare.
Woo~~ Wouldn't it be nice!

Kay, still feeling shitty, thus no pictures! (:

Selling Post!

Tue, 03 Feb 2009 06:11:40 GMT

Okay to whom ever who will pass by this journal, I bought this dress prolly 3 weeks ago, then just 2 days ago I found out that I totally don't suit this dress at all! Bought it from Candle over at Haji Lane. Ya so, I am selling this at around $25. $23 for fast deals. Leave a comment or send me an email if anyone is interested! (:(:(:

Colour true to this picture.

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Picture when dress is being wore.

The dress has a detachable pendent. You can change the pendent, just head down to Candle to buy them. They have really unique ones. (:

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A piece of information

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 14:08:24 GMT

Oh, did I mention, study break week is here.

So, this mark the end of Year 1 Sem 2.

And so, this means exams are coming.

Therefore, we should start studying and not fail any shit.

Then, we will all go to Year 2! (:(:

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I guess I am too bored!
So bye.

Fri, 30 Jan 2009 13:26:21 GMT

I really cut my hair this time. Short. No more long hair. I kept my long hair for 1 year and after 1 year, I have decided to cut it once again. Not regretting this time round, cause it looked niceee! (:

After school, went triple 8 with Ainon and Mavis to cut hair. All three of us. Mavis cut her hair short too! As in not short, but shorter than now which looked nicer! Ainon wash and blow straight her hair. Kay. Now I have to save money to rebond my hair. =O

I dont have the rest of the pictures. With Mavis. Super funny for some peeks, especially those which we took during accounts tut! Hohoho!

Almost over you.

Tue, 27 Jan 2009 11:05:32 GMT

Hi everyone, its the lunar new year, so, Happy New Year everyone.

I am not very in the new year festive mood, but it was a 2 days extra weekends for me and for everything else. Exams are coming soon, and right after exam, year 1 is going to end just like that. I can't imagine I am going to turn 18 this year. Just like I was 16 yesterday, still worrying over O's. Well oh well, 18 years, but how could I still be so unreasonable.

Have you ever wondered, if you were to stay single (if you are attached) you would probably have more friends, thus more fun? I really admire people who could balance their time well between everything! Be it school, work, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend, right, not balance equally but at least every shit has their own fair share of time.

I know I kinda neglected many friends. Well, in fact I don't have that many of friends yet I could still neglect them. Yesterday and today, I have been thinking, if today I were to go out with my friends, celebrate every festive season with them, maybe I would have more fun rather than looking and waiting for the same person everyday.

Where is all the fun? Is being attached equals to not having as much fun as your single friends? If that so, is it better to just stay single?

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Its nothing big. I should have been more understanding. But I guess I am born this way, that, I can't stand being alone. With so many people outside, yet I felt trapped in a box, so dark, so lonely.

Yes. Lonely.

Someday it will be my turn to giveee! (:

Tue, 20 Jan 2009 15:20:08 GMT

I am a happy girl today! Because I met my long-time-no-see JIAYING! Ages since I last see her and AGES since I last stepped into AMKSS. Feels so familiar yet so unfamiliar. I don't know anyone there anymore, and it kinda remind me of my secondary school days. Rawrrrr.

Today is a bad day at first. Super bad day, I think I lacked of sleep that's why. Okay, so I have bad mood, so I was mad at JJ. That's not the point, so skip.

Oh, so Mavis forget our Biz software project which has to be submitted today, so we went back to her place to take it and then we went to walk around. In the end, when we came back to school, we were rushing like mad for the project! Oh oh, we took a cab back and the uncle was frigging rude and dumb! We said NYP, but he dropped us at YCK MRT instead. Then Mavis asked politely if he could turn into NYP from the back gate and he said, "There bus lane can't!" When apparently, ALL taxi are turning in! Frigging dumb! Which made us walked 1000 miles back to school. By the time we reached school we were roasted I tell you!

But we saw Ou xuan! And we couldn't make up our mind if we should take picture with her! But in the end we did! Her backview only! LOL!

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Went back to AMKSS and talked! Mos and then home-d! (:(:(:

Kay. I have to go and bath then do my effective writting! So byeeeeeeeeeee!

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Shit I forget. I am happy because today is the day of giving and my day of receiving! I received two gifts today! (: From Mavis & Jiaying! LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! <3

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Formal Day! (:

Mon, 19 Jan 2009 15:46:13 GMT

Okieeee! Today is formal day cause we have Econs presentation. Which is a very very good thing because it marks the last project that we have do and formally present with tons of presentation slides. I think. Lol!

So we wore formal and did nothing else! Boring school day! =(

Oh oh, I saw AMKSS people in school day. Kay, reminds me of my secondary school. Tomorrow I will be going back, heheheh! I saw Deborah and we talked! Oh, I saw my hmt teacher also! So niceeeee.

Kay. Nothing else. Biz software project due tomorrow. Done!
Woohoooooooo!

Hallo, Hello!

Sun, 18 Jan 2009 13:56:34 GMT

I realised, I have been updating this page frequently, since yesterday?! (:

So, I came to blogged again! (:

Scary stuff about people. You have to experience it!

Right, just when I thought I am done with CNY shoppings, I just realised I need shoes.
I wanted to wear shoes that I have now cause I am too lazy, but somehow now, I think I need new shoes!
Money money!

I AM SO ANGRY

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:00:51 GMT

I have never been so angry before in my life. I tell you, NEVER! Trust me, NEVER! But now, I am so FRIGGING angry I tell you! SO FUCKING ANGRY! For the moment now or whatever, but whatever it is, I AM SO FRIGGING ANGRY!

Like you feel your body heating up and your hands turn all cold and you just feel like slapping people. YES! THAT ANGRY.

BUT it sucks. CAUSE you are not supposed to do a single shit about it.

SO, I CONCLUDE, WHEN YOU ARE ANGRY AND YOU CAN'T DO ANY SHIT, YOU WILL BE EXTREMELY FUCKING ANRGY!

YES, SO MOTHERFUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK ANGRY AND ANNOYED!

Side note, I just realised I wrote the wrong date for all Mavis' & Ainon pictures after reading Jiaying's comment. LOL!

But I am still angry!

Time for a change!

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:07:43 GMT

Long absence from blogging. I have just been through the most torturous week of my whole Poly life. 1 presentations & 2 ICAs, Stats & Accounts. Finally, its over and the school week ended just well with shopping trip at Haji lane with Mavis, Jiale & Ainon. Oh, before that was make over session at Ainon's. Super fun I tell you! Haha!

Didn't get much stuff anyway. Tea break at Mose cafe and the person gave us the wrong bill. So, super saver value tea-break for all of us for alot of stufffff! Like one sandwhich, wedges, fries and 3 drinks at only $13! (:(:(: After that, Ainon had to go off to some place, Jiale and Mavis continued to shop. I was too tired lah! I came back and I slept for 2 hours straight, bathed & I slept all the way till today morning! (:(:

Okay. I want to eat Sashimi (?)!!!!

I am still very busy but I had to find time to blog because I had to blog all the pictures I had if not I will have too much when I have time to blog! I feel that this sentence is so meaningless in a way or so, because I don't know what I am talking about either.

JJ IS A PIECE OF SHIT!

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Not only a piece of shit, but also a fatass!
Proven!

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 13:40:39 GMT

Blah blah blah.
I am too busy to even eat!

All the shit just have to happen now.

Trust issue.

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 14:22:55 GMT

I used to hear open your heart up to people, then people will open theirs to you.

I am still wondering if this is true. Have you ever thought of why, why do we have to change different environment so we can learn to adapt to life? As we move on, we meet different people in life, some good, some bad. And how would you react, or maybe I should say, suppose to react when we meet the bad people in life? Have fun with them first then be sad because you thought that you could trust them?

Recently I've been talking to JJ about how worthwhile it will be to be nice to people. Couldn't come up with a conclusion, we just left the topic hanging there. So, is it worthwhile?

All these questions, doubts that people have. Are we still be able to trust others?

I am sooooooooo glad Jiaying feels the same way tooooo!

Complicated

Sun, 04 Jan 2009 16:00:53 GMT

How did all these turn complicated? No matter what I do, I just feel that whatever I've done, is not enough to impress. But coming to think of it again, who do I want to even impress. I was bathing just now, and I was thinking, why?

Why is life so complicated? Is it that we have to go through all these troubles, problems which is so called stages of life before we are all grown up ready and set for the really complicated world?

I can't help but think, why are we born to live such a complicated and hectic lifestyle? Is life really so complicated?

As I see pictures flashing across my eyes, bam bam bam, I felt myself spinning. Really spinning.

Why? Why so fast?

Happy 2009! (:

Thu, 01 Jan 2009 11:02:40 GMT

Bad new year eve! Bad bad bad new year eve. But still, I had a great time at school, mmm. And well, after school.

School as usual even though its new year eve. Bad school day! Bad bad bad school day! Ah, thanks Mavis. You are always there to talk sense into problems! Loveeeeeeeeeeee!

After school, accompanied JJ for his hair cut and went over to JJ's place. He cooked to make up for his mistake! =O After that I went home, showered then over to douby ghaut then to city hall. Frigging packed everywhere and it was most certainly not fun at all. Cause there was only 2 of us and everyday was so packed and blah blah blah. I sweat like mad!

Anyway, I saw fireworks and it was... nice? But I got bored awhile because I am so tired and sleepy though I drank mocha ice blended. Apparently its JJ favourite drink now. He got hooked onto it just after once. Like shit shit shit shit! JJ IS SHIT.

Okay. Happy new year people.
I thought over shit stuff and I was shocked to hear about certain stuff. Well, a lot of things happened over the year. And... never mind.

I feel damn shitty now. Mentally.

Good news! Bad news!

Mon, 29 Dec 2008 16:21:15 GMT

I don't have messy hair now! (:
Thanks Mavis! (:

My class starts at 10am today! (:
My class starts at 8am tomorrow! ):
It's suppose to be a half day tomorrow. BUT my school ends at 12, which is already a half day! And I tell you, I am extremely lazy to wake up at 8 frigging AM to go to school for 4 hours straight tutorials! ):

But, thursday no school! (:

And today I don't feel that I should be going back to school. Bad thing right! ):
One more week of holidays would be better! (: